I've been applying to jobs like crazy here recently. I need to find something I'm passionate about and I don't think alarm systems are very close to "what gets my motor running."
I found a job tonight working for the new UNCC football team as a 'Football Associate' or something like that, but whatever it is, I WANT IN. I love sports, especially football. I need to look into coaching again.
I also have an interview tomorrow with Verizon, another sales job but possibly one that I may like. I know I love electronics. I know I love athletics. I wish I loved teaching. I think it sort of scares the shit out of me and I'm afraid that the struggle against administration/government will be too much.
I need to stop worrying so much about the future and just live for today.
"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia." - Charles Schulz
My two biggest things I need to work on are: 1) asking for help when I need it, and 2) not trying to figure everything out AKA not worrying about planning out every detail of my life. I kind of like this blogging thing. maybe I'll keep it up.
Sayonara,
OOOTS
